I am wholly, completely and entirely excited. I am also wholly, completely and entirely petrified.
I can do nothing but try, however, and hopefully find a few other new dads who have experienced similar issues. Here's to hoping they love me in spite of myself. In this sense, in spite of my desires and contrary to the title of this blog, I imagine I'm an entirely conventional father.
(Entry edited to not sound so whiny. Thanks for the feedback, all.)